What happened, in summary

Susannah describes the breast cancer journey as frightening and isolating. Fear, helplessness, nervousness and worry were especially intense because treatment began during the COVID period, leaving Susannah largely alone through the experience. Doctors recommended breast-conserving surgery with a lumpectomy followed by radiation therapy, and Susannah chose to proceed with that plan. Deciding on treatment brought some happiness and reassurance, although anxiety, discouragement and fear remained. The experience also affected family life. Susannah spent less time with the children than before, while continuing to take about two family trips each year. Rather than focusing on ambitious future plans, Susannah’s main wish is to stay alive and see a granddaughter grow up. The fear gradually became less intense with time. Looking back, Susannah emphasizes the importance of being close to loved ones during cancer treatment and believes that companionship can make a major difference. The story reflects both the medical treatment and the added emotional burden of going through cancer care during a period of social isolation.